It has been just two years since I found out about the fetish side of sex. Before that, from what little I had seen, knew and understood, I used to think of it as fantasy torture and rape porn that not many people would ever get into. But the more figures, pictures and videos I saw everywhere of dominant and powerful women, the more and more I started to like it and a greater need kept arising inside of me to serve those lovely beings. In the early stages of my becoming a sub, I felt the control drain out of my genitals without even touching them when I watched a long d/s video. I felt so powerless to the absolutely wonderful and totally lovable female nature and form. Not long ago, by reading and learning, I finally came to realize the true dominant and superior nature of females that needs to be worshipped. I am a slave to my own submissive nature when I am around independent women. I cannot stop thinking of living beneath a powerful woman who will provide me with direction and let me worship her in every possible way in return. I am still looking for a Domme in my area. I have joined this forum to be with like-open-minded people and be free about how I truly feel.